pre-made rice is pretty sick

Back at Humber and I feel great.

I guess the rut I've had over the break that got me this blog in the first place is over. No more worrying about cash, food, working, friends, family.... I'm completely back to my time and everything is better to my view. Music sounds sweeter, sleep comes easier and I can enjoy the stuff I'm learning.

Guess I'm just that selfish and I do miss a few peeps but I guess I deserve it after a real shitty break, it had its highs and lows but I just can' take the commercial feel of the holidays. Why can't I just pick my own holiday? regardless whether I have to act happy because it's christmas or not, i mean working full time on the holidays is a sin and having to find time for everything really blows, but I guess thats why I'm here right now. To get my life organized so that it doesn't have to be like that.

I'm living a commercial life so that I don't have to live it when I'm older.

But isn't that why we do anything when we're young? 

so that they can avoid it when their older?

...bull...

- The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes and adult...

-Alden Nowlan