all these names I can define into a single letter
My J
i guess after all the stuff I put her through in the last two days was both astonishing and devastating. I'm not really a guy who will go into detail with his girl but all I know is that I hurt her, big time, and I always seem to be the instigator. What she doesn't know is that it kills me too, one sad look on her face kills more than a shot to the pills... so to speak.
I'll fight to be right cause mainly I'm stupid and stubborn like that but I know in my head that she's always right ... somehow.
It kills me sometimes but I know she's only helping ... making me a better person.
and it's working.
She can't take me bringing it up but eh that's what I do. As much as a jerk I am sometimes there always some things that can't be changed, but luckily I have her to fill in the blank pages.
When I think of what I did i think of Nine Inch Nails. They have this sick song called 'Hurt.'
I think Johnny Cash's cover of the song does more justice to the lyrics.
she may knock on the Cashman but I hope she gets a chance to hear it, music always makes her feel better.
Guess we got one thing in common
Love yeah J
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