thanks G

well good buddy its been a while, no i'm not overly ripped out of my skull with drugs or shoved inside out with booze....unlike most writers I am completely and undoubtedly sober

....well i had a bit of a joint but thats ok

Guess with the break so far I can easily take things under my own time, no one else's...let me just be there and see the people I grew up with again. let myself back into that zone that doesn't sketch me out.

I'm a town boy and livin in the big TO may trip me out a bit but one thing I have to realize is that its only one more place on this forsaken rock and I shouldn't be afraid of it. I shouldn't treat anyone in the city any differently from the people in Guelph....it's just a place with more lights and sounds, I'm only gunna get used to it.

I'll always have this feeling, it keeps me going knowing that I'll be working to keep it this way, it's all I deserve.

hah ... Brett Michaels is the shit.

a night on the rock

lifes kinda like my last three posts i guess.

problem
working through it
sudden realization

guess this post is a remark to how much you can make a problem but in the beggining there is no easy formula to solve it. Sure you could go through the steps of remorse denial acceptance ect. but everyone is different in that sense and all need different amounts of time to deal with that kinda shit.

some are dumb enough to make a problem then analyze the hell out of it to better understand how to avoid it. Some things never change. One thing thats easy to observe is how good i got it going....

The details are endless but I don't need to say them.
The bills are getting tight but ill find time to pay them.
The stones are getting heavier but theres no use to weigh them.
Cause once I find my lake theres only one way to lay them
straight and narrow
but not too far ahead to where I can see the other end
That makes it interesting

Goodnight blog...you should get some rest now I'm gunna continue to work on my Production Binder. Take a few days off ill see yeah later...I'll probably be on shrooms or something but at least you'll get something interesting,

...none of these stupid deep posts about life for a while old buddy.

later

A. POWELL DAVIES:

Life is just a chance to grow a soul

buck up lutty

it's not a time where i can let it be no more

i'm done with the jazz

and easy going music scores

cause i gotta focus now and make myself know

that its worth it forever

no matter how fast or how slow

i'll keep this brain until the place closes

whether I'm high and dry

wanting to sniff all those roses

I'll change here and there

and I know its a phase 

to do all your school work

and then make your eyes glaze

but itll be good when I find that shit out

in this world so dam new

i'm more than a drunken kraut

who thinks its easy to quit Chew

but at the end of my plate

its the same old shit

give me all you got world

cuz i'm not ready to quit

only how i feel right now

sex drugs and rockn' roll

no wonder all those rockstars are fucked.

it's all overrated but that doesnt mean it's not fun....its just

short lived

i dont want it to be like that and lately thats what its becoming

at least this week will be long and sober.

fucking production binders

but im bitchin again and i need more coffee.

then i can relax next week.

with people I love, drugs that can numb again and beer...maby

i wanna make shit last.

lifes to short

more powder to last the hour

I was listening to "fucking in the bushes" by Oasis, great tune but the bus was so slow and I wasn't diggin the bad vibrations, but out in the distance rapidly advancing were these stars, they all hung out and chilled around this central spot, making a square almost...like fully lit dots running down from top to bottom.

The chorus kicked in with massive sound and I saw the clarity, that fucking clarity!

that Mountain that i knew so well and lost touch with. I loved that moment and I kept it all weekend.

this past weekend was, sorry my broish toung....STELLAR

Campus Tours at the U of G are sick, got me and four of my good buddies a great stay at Blue Mountain.

Now I can go into all the details I want but they are times that i can only share wiht my buds and myself. I guess this blog is to keep you guys guessin, so that you'll go and check it out yourselves.

I found my Former Clarity thanks to that weekend and I think everybody should try it out. 

carve a hill... make its day